again....

to remind myself, so i post this entry....Only One, Mind or Heart?

i have a doubting mind and a trusting heart. they both cant get along. they have fragmented me in a way that has filled bitterness inside me. i looked back and see what have happened....by means of any one of these two, either mind or heart has destroyed it. whatever i gained using mind could not be used because my heart refused to accept, and whatever i gained using heart was unacceptable to mind. maybe it seems foolish, but i'm not in a position to accept both of them together and it's really very hard to live with them together. did they ever once agree on any subject or anything together in my life? i wonder now....again. the true nature of mind is to doubt while heart is completely opposite of that. heart is always trusting without any logic, how true! mind and heart operate independently. situations when i tried to listen to them together, my life became hell. what is the need of these two living in a single body if they cant agree on anything? mind and heart are independent entity and should operate alone freely. both are equally important and powerful. only one allowed, mind or heart?

mind won the battle this time, i lost.
would u rather be the right wrong person or the wrong right person?