gone? i thought...

it came back looking for me, again....i'm scared, i fear. did i invite? i definitely didnt. uninvited, please go away....
i dont wanna run, i dont wanna hide....face it, is my only way. tiring and confusing it gets, wonder how long more can i handle it?

a house, i found....for me to rest, for me to think.
i shall not move.