today, i went for wisdom tooth extraction.....in search for a distraction. appointment at 4pm....i went in around 420pm and was done at 5pm. fast, very fast i thought. pain, not at all....till now, still not painful even though the anaesthesia is gone.
why? why painless? it's painful somewhere, i need pain somewhere else.....i'm searching for a distraction, am still.
another distraction.....drinking.
yes, i found my distraction....it's painful, good.
i wish life is like a waterfall....just cascading down in freefall, and just going with the flow - with the assurance that there's only one way you can go, no turning back. lie back and just float.
but it's not that simple....i'm not.
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Guess it's not that you don't feel pain - you're probably too numbed from the pain that has spread outwards from your heart. It would be a pleasure to have a drink with you someday; there's not many who understand this kind of pain :) Having said that, life must move forward. A toast to your new life soon! Take care.
ReplyDeletehey thanks, nyu....yep, let's have hoegaarden someday. cheers!!
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