yes, traffic police road block on wednesday late night. coming to 3 years of driving, 1st time i ran into road block, and i drank. had been drinking way too many nights for past weeks and i'm starting to feel very paranoid about my liver. liver cancer took ivy's life, will it take mine too? definitely yes if i continue drinking like that and dont start taking care of it. ok, i'm scaring myself here? well, if i had ran into road block any other nights before wednesday, i would seriously be death! sista thought so too, ha! guess i was tired after the shifting, so didnt drink much that night and i still gotta work early morning next day.
4 years, was it that bad? i really miss out that much? so much so that i'm desperately chasing whatever lost in the past 4 years? i had been asking myself that question lately. what have i been doing? how have i been living my life? it feels empty, like something missing, and yet some other parts are filled....strange.
dont read.....please.
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Just change your blog's title and address to something only you know, something that others, no matter who, would not be able to figure out or search it down. If writing helps you clarify your thoughts and soothe your emotions, no reason why you should give it up just because you don't want another to see, right? Go easy on the drinking... more often than not, 借酒浇愁，愁更愁...take care!
ReplyDeleteno no no....me definitely not 借酒浇愁，愁更愁....just partying and having fun, that's all.
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