Saturday, September 30, 2006

against all odds....

yes, i still love this woman against all odds, and i love her so.

for a moment i thought i had already forgot about everything, everything and anything including her.....but no, never. everything came back and i lost it, cant control for this nite, this very nite. i've been doing fine and controlling well all this while, i thought. somehow, somewhere, deep inside, i know this is gonna be bad, tough, worst than the '3 years'.

oh god....someone please help.....

1 comment:

  1. Hey, hang in there, we all have nights like that. If it's no longer possible for you to go back to this person, you will then have to psycho yourself through periods like these, tell yourself over and over again that you will be ok, it will be fine, things will look up, until you fall asleep. I was and am still battling nights like that, but you'll find that you do get stronger bit by bit. I have a method taught to me by my hypnotherapist to help me through moments like that. If you are interested, look up my blog, I'll list down the way. Whatever it is, don't give up. Sorry this comment's so long.

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