今年新年...

我的白头发比去年多了!



你偶尔有想起我吗?

snail mail

why u never leave your mailing address at the back of the envelope?
broken recorder or snail mail...dont give up on me.

cough...cough!!

...............................................choked!

burning factory engulfed by smoke, behind.

Doesn't Mean Anything...

by Alicia Keys......................................

wat's the point of having it all, but not the person u love.
sometime u just need to start again in order to fly.

show LOVE to the people u LOVE.

disappointment......

disappointed with the selection of my pixs by my boss, hence i uploaded these here............................漏网照片!!

disappointment at work, disappointment with people, disappointment in life, disappointed with myself.

alcohol

under the influence of alcohol, she said this to me...
"make japan trip happen, u know wat u should do, u know wat to do."

again, under the influence of alcohol, she said this to me...
"try harder, try harder casey."

without the influence of alcohol, she said this to me...
"i broke up with u not because of another person, this person is not enough to cause the break up."

i've been trying very hard to come to terms with a lot of things that happened lately. i dont know how to move on without getting over it. i dont know how to get over it without coming to terms with images that are stuck in my mind and heart. the last thing i ever wanna do is, to shut her out of my life.

choices, yes we have choices.
i tried this choice, didnt work. i tried the other choice, didnt work.
now i'm left with a choice i dont want to choose, but seems like it might work this time? i dont know......

been there...

but where's this place?
a place where i would love to go back to, but there's no way i can find my way back there.

a secret recipe...
i'm turning today's bitter lemons into tomorrow's lemonade.
would u like to have one?

开学第一天...

i'm still feeling lost and empty.
i'm still not better.

"yes, with my bee..."
trying with all my strength and my might to get this out of mind, but it just keeps nagging there. she said she can forgive but not forget.
i understand now.