2 sisters

the story of 2 very different sisters.

one is here; one lives there. one is a little taller than the other. they have 2 different colors of hair, 2 different outlook on life, 2 very different views from their windows. both have different tomorrows ahead. each is unique in so many ways. each has her own story, with all the busy things going on in the present. each has different work to do and different demands on the day. each has a separate destination and a distinctly different path to get there. but...
for all the things that might be different and unique about them...these 2 sisters will always share so much. they will always be the best of family and friends, entwined together, through all the days of their lives. their love will always be very special: gentle and joyful when it can be, strong and giving when it needs to be, reminding them, no matter how different their stories turn out...

they share the incredibly precious gift of being "sisters". and when you think of some of the best things this world has to offer, a blessing like that is really....................
what it's all about.

ultimate fear

i'm afraid that i'm destructive, that if i have something good, i feel compelled to destroy it.

is this it?

light?

on and off, i see light here and there. will there be light at the end of the tunnel?
how far to the end? i'm exhausted. i need to give up.

kelong

so near and yet so far.
lala land heavy rain!

初一vs情人节

初一穿红衣和情人去Universal Studio Singapore!
aiya, that hunchback uncle made this pix a bit depressed.

how far was the walk?
from orchard to eunos, from 11pm to 3am, if i remembered correctly.
stopped for a bowl of porridge before bugis, then a bottle of water at 7-11 around geylang. i had 4-5 pints of hoe, and i walked with a helping hand, not a walking stick. i dragged my feet not cuz my shoes were heavy, more of i was comfortable walking beside u. though i cant remember wat i wrote on your note book, how much i paid for the nite, but i remember our conversations.

gam zeh ya'avor

sista shared this story with me yesterday...
King Solomon wanted to teach one of his ministers humility, so he set him a difficult task - to find the object that which "will make a happy man sad, and make a sad man happy.".....blah blah blah, anyway the story is really long, but the minister returns and presents to the King a ring. on it the words - gam zeh ya'avor.
which translates "This too, Shall pass."

moral of the story - whether u are going through a very happy or bad time, it will pass.

then sista said this to me, "i can feel this year will be a good year for us."
i replied, "yesssssshhhh, i can feel it too, ROARRRRRRR!!"

scooter!

i'm a closet biker, would u like to ride with me?
i dont mind a joy ride from u, on a cream-colored scooter with brown leather seats.
wat a nice suprise from mr postman, again. i HEART snail mails!!

今年新年...

我的白头发比去年多了!



你偶尔有想起我吗?

snail mail

why u never leave your mailing address at the back of the envelope?
broken recorder or snail mail...dont give up on me.

cough...cough!!

...............................................choked!

burning factory engulfed by smoke, behind.

Doesn't Mean Anything...

by Alicia Keys......................................

wat's the point of having it all, but not the person u love.
sometime u just need to start again in order to fly.

show LOVE to the people u LOVE.

disappointment......

disappointed with the selection of my pixs by my boss, hence i uploaded these here............................漏网照片!!

disappointment at work, disappointment with people, disappointment in life, disappointed with myself.

alcohol

under the influence of alcohol, she said this to me...
"make japan trip happen, u know wat u should do, u know wat to do."

again, under the influence of alcohol, she said this to me...
"try harder, try harder casey."

without the influence of alcohol, she said this to me...
"i broke up with u not because of another person, this person is not enough to cause the break up."

i've been trying very hard to come to terms with a lot of things that happened lately. i dont know how to move on without getting over it. i dont know how to get over it without coming to terms with images that are stuck in my mind and heart. the last thing i ever wanna do is, to shut her out of my life.

choices, yes we have choices.
i tried this choice, didnt work. i tried the other choice, didnt work.
now i'm left with a choice i dont want to choose, but seems like it might work this time? i dont know......

been there...

but where's this place?
a place where i would love to go back to, but there's no way i can find my way back there.

a secret recipe...
i'm turning today's bitter lemons into tomorrow's lemonade.
would u like to have one?

开学第一天...

i'm still feeling lost and empty.
i'm still not better.

"yes, with my bee..."
trying with all my strength and my might to get this out of mind, but it just keeps nagging there. she said she can forgive but not forget.
i understand now.