it came back looking for me, again....i'm scared, i fear. did i invite? i definitely didnt. uninvited, please go away.... i dont wanna run, i dont wanna hide....face it, is my only way. tiring and confusing it gets, wonder how long more can i handle it?
a house, i found....for me to rest, for me to think. i shall not move.
as my pixs for today can be....so is my mood. i want to take a walk... to go see some colors instead of the grey... yesh, u definitely are............................to me.
from rome to florence...........searching.......... i found, but at times i felt lost........... ................i went to David................. ..................then Piazza del Duomo............... ...............finally the Baptistery................ sigh~ will u give me a map so i wont feel lost? i bought a map.
wat's my current mood? i got my water, coke light and pop corn from here, plus a sandwich in my stomach, total euro $12. i walk along the streets of rome, without a map..... ........................on wet days...................... the weather in rome explains my mood. the rain and the shine, my ups and my downs.
i have small eyes, i only drink coke light but recently been slipping a little bit of coke and breathing in a lot of 2nd hand smoke. the dreamy dozing off week, 7 days total 168 hours, i slept only 28 hours. it's the heart and mind thing.
a surreal nite with lots of beer, a little vodka and a extremely tired body, mind and soul. officially, from this moment onwards, i hate vodka!! give me my coke, light please!
yesterday, was just like a movie....and i dont like this movie.
...........................sigh.......................... ...............not for the dead, but for those alive............ ............hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...............