有时候...
选择保持距离,
不是因为不再乎...
也不是因为退却,
而是因为...
很清楚的知道,
妳不属于我.
distance,
不是吗?
Tuesday, July 30, 2013
Monday, July 29, 2013
老婆
老婆今晚生我的气.
因为坐在她腿上的人不是我.
我, 明天带妳去 spa, 赔罪.
the expected keeps us steady.
the expected is just the beginning,
the unexpected is what changes our lives.
因为坐在她腿上的人不是我.
我, 明天带妳去 spa, 赔罪.
the expected keeps us steady.
the expected is just the beginning,
the unexpected is what changes our lives.
Saturday, July 27, 2013
爱疼痛
从前从前我疼一个人疼得很幸福.
从前从前我爱的人也有爱得很痛.
爱疼痛都对我的心不好.
让心好就要让心死.
心死了,
一切就好了吗?
我的心还能还要死几次?
默默疼妳,
默默痛爱着妳.
直到不再爱疼痛.
从前从前我爱的人也有爱得很痛.
爱疼痛都对我的心不好.
让心好就要让心死.
心死了,
一切就好了吗?
我的心还能还要死几次?
默默疼妳,
默默痛爱着妳.
直到不再爱疼痛.
Wednesday, July 24, 2013
headache helmet
头...疼到要裂
头...疼到要吐
is this a signal?
is this a sign?
drill no more,
but dance a little dance with me,
will u?
头...疼到要吐
is this a signal?
is this a sign?
drill no more,
but dance a little dance with me,
will u?
Monday, July 22, 2013
p.s : HK with love
it’s a scary thing to revisit things underneath,
the pain in the past.
but all i found was raw passion.
i thought i was destroyed inside.
i’m just ready to fight!
the pain in the past.
but all i found was raw passion.
i thought i was destroyed inside.
i’m just ready to fight!
Sunday, July 21, 2013
leaving...on a jet plane
’So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go’
alone outside,
alone at home,
alone with time,
alone by myself.
alone but not lonely.
孤独一世.
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go’
alone outside,
alone at home,
alone with time,
alone by myself.
alone but not lonely.
孤独一世.
Saturday, July 20, 2013
星...动 （part II）
妳的星
我的星
不一样
妳问了很多遍...’为什么这么喜欢我?’
也说了很多遍...’我知道妳很喜欢我.’
no explanation,
no reason,
no answer.
just, simply...心动.
我的星
不一样
也说了很多遍...’我知道妳很喜欢我.’
no explanation,
no reason,
no answer.
just, simply...心动.
Friday, July 19, 2013
Sunday, July 14, 2013
自由自在
i stumbled upon these flipping baby girl’s sketch book.
when did she write these words?
这...应该是这样的吗?
when did she write these words?
Saturday, July 13, 2013
picture (was) perfect
Those days when hurt had outnumbered those days that don't,
this was how i imagined u............
i made a picture.
I was really happy u were my girlfriend, but u didn't really know we were together. U've been my friend for awhile. I liked u and u liked me and i knew this because u actually told me. U were brave that way. We shared freely and we both knew we won't be judge for anything we said. We were free to do as we pleased, and we got closer. But after all the time we spent together, after all the words we said, we were stuck and confused. We never saw it coming.
So...this picture. The borders began with daydreams, and my imagination filled the rest in. I was interesting and u were interested. I was comfortable with your hugs, and u felt warm with me. We kissed and it was amazing. We had intellectual conversations, silly ones too. We understood each other, even in silence. I had showed u my freaky and u had me inside your weird. That picture showed us going past the 'l love u' and saying many more intimate things since. In that photo, we were together at last and it was amazing.
But...but if i were to set this picture aside for awhile, something told me that i was doing this because i was afraid. I was afraid that the image of u was totally different from who u really were. I liked this picture very much because it had no power to hurt me. It gave me pleasures, yes (the empty kind), but still pleasure nonetheless. This picture was so free that it felt like air i breathed, while the real u could crawl through my veins and burst them from within should u choose so. I was not up for that, and i could feel that the intensity of a relationship was something u weren't prepared for, too.
And now...so now, i've decided. i am gonna rip this picture up and throw it away, because finally i am ready, and am certain that u are, too. Ready to feel ourselves, deal ourselves, heal ourselves, fix ourselves, love ourselves. There may be moments of inaction and it may brings the possibility of losing each other, but i believe this is a risk that we have to take. Or maybe it's not true that nothing is happening, but that at this moment in our lives, 自由自在 relationship is what we need the most. Slowly to know more about each other again, so that u can be more solid to me than any picture will ever be.
I have a confession, though. Right now in my head, we are cuddled on my messy bed, gently tangled in each other and talking about anything and everything under the light.
Right now, is good?
Is right now, good?
this was how i imagined u............
I was really happy u were my girlfriend, but u didn't really know we were together. U've been my friend for awhile. I liked u and u liked me and i knew this because u actually told me. U were brave that way. We shared freely and we both knew we won't be judge for anything we said. We were free to do as we pleased, and we got closer. But after all the time we spent together, after all the words we said, we were stuck and confused. We never saw it coming.
So...this picture. The borders began with daydreams, and my imagination filled the rest in. I was interesting and u were interested. I was comfortable with your hugs, and u felt warm with me. We kissed and it was amazing. We had intellectual conversations, silly ones too. We understood each other, even in silence. I had showed u my freaky and u had me inside your weird. That picture showed us going past the 'l love u' and saying many more intimate things since. In that photo, we were together at last and it was amazing.
But...but if i were to set this picture aside for awhile, something told me that i was doing this because i was afraid. I was afraid that the image of u was totally different from who u really were. I liked this picture very much because it had no power to hurt me. It gave me pleasures, yes (the empty kind), but still pleasure nonetheless. This picture was so free that it felt like air i breathed, while the real u could crawl through my veins and burst them from within should u choose so. I was not up for that, and i could feel that the intensity of a relationship was something u weren't prepared for, too.
And now...so now, i've decided. i am gonna rip this picture up and throw it away, because finally i am ready, and am certain that u are, too. Ready to feel ourselves, deal ourselves, heal ourselves, fix ourselves, love ourselves. There may be moments of inaction and it may brings the possibility of losing each other, but i believe this is a risk that we have to take. Or maybe it's not true that nothing is happening, but that at this moment in our lives, 自由自在 relationship is what we need the most. Slowly to know more about each other again, so that u can be more solid to me than any picture will ever be.
I have a confession, though. Right now in my head, we are cuddled on my messy bed, gently tangled in each other and talking about anything and everything under the light.
Right now, is good?
Is right now, good?
Thursday, July 11, 2013
Tuesday, July 9, 2013
a writer
the role of a writer is not to say what we all can say, but what we are unable to say.
glad u read what i were unable to say...
Friday, July 5, 2013
dance in the dark
baby loves to dance in the dark
唯有在黑暗中, my weaknesses, fears, pains and sorrows will be able to escape from u.
我才是真正的逃亡者!!
唯有在黑暗中, my weaknesses, fears, pains and sorrows will be able to escape from u.
Thursday, July 4, 2013
小魔鬼 VS 小超人
my biggest enemy...? me, myself!
fighting endless, countless battles with my brain, my soul and my heart, inside myself.
no more mind games, i will win these battles.
make love, not war.
fighting endless, countless battles with my brain, my soul and my heart, inside myself.
no more mind games, i will win these battles.
make love, not war.
Monday, July 1, 2013
the missing sentence
...’我感动,因为妳的关心’...
再次感动...there’s an indescribable and unexplainable feeling.
这就是小朋友的关心吧.
再次感动...there’s an indescribable and unexplainable feeling.
这就是小朋友的关心吧.
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