no. tHrEE!

average healing time: tHrEE years

our love-hate relationship: definitely more than tHrEE years
I know i have u to fall back on when i'm weak.

'when u're lonely,
i'll be lonely too'

......distance......

i wish we would just give up, cause the best part is falling.
call it anything but love...
and i will make sure to keep my distance.
say ’i love u’ when u’re not listening.
how long can we keep this...up, up, up...?

please don't stand so close to me,
i’m having trouble breathing.
i’m afraid of what u’ll see right now.

and i keep waiting for u to take me.
u keep waiting to save what we have.

女人

友人问：‘妳身边有多少女人？’
I looked at her, full of ?????? on my face.
I answered, ’我身边没任何女人，可是我身上都是女人!’
She looked at me, full of ?????? on her face.

友人又问：’她们是谁？‘
...让我心动的女人...

任性小朋友

是不再任性了 还是已经长大了?

"Maybe this is the 后果 or side effects of being too totally honest?"

...black thursday...

beautiful monster!

All my life
And the hereafter
I've never seen
Seen one like you
You're a knife
Sharp and deadly
And it's me
That you cut into
But I don't mind
In fact I like it
Though I'm terrified
I'm turned on but scared of you

She's a monster
Beautiful monster
Beautiful monster
But I don't mind
And I need her
Said I need her
Beautiful monster
But I don't mind

In her eyes
There's love and fire
In my heart
She's burning through
But I don't mind
In fact I like it
Though I'm terrified
I'm turned on but scared of you

Playing with my heart
And she's playing with my mind
And I don't mind

She's a monster (she's a monster)
Beautiful monster (beautiful monster)
Beautiful monster (oooo)
But I don't mind (but I don't mind)
And I need her (and I need her)
Said I need her (said I need her)
Beautiful monster (beautiful monster)
But I don't mind (ooooo)
No I don't mind

13 june 2013 黑色星期四

step

I asked myself...

how do we take a step back when we had already taken so many steps forward??